i know what makes sense to me,but how do i get there. how do i jump the line from doing something i no longer have a passion for to something I'm crazy about. lately Ive been feel very mundane. Alarm Rings ,get up shower,get dressed,sit in traffic for an hr,and arrive to work. The next day its the same thing all over again. Ive lost any type of love i have for my current job. I'm sure if its the job that i am doing that's become so repetitive or that ive truly lost passion for it. one thing i do love about my job ,and that keeps me happy are my friends at work ,and my clients. all i think about is owning my event planning business. my heart is currently with my wedding clients ,and how i can help their event become the wedding of their dreams. how does one jump the line of comfortable to adventurous. i wish i was a little more adventurous. you know those people that say " screw this, I'm going to do what Ive been wanting to do all along" ,and they go out and open up the business they've always wanted and it turns out as a huge success. i want to be that person that went after her dreams and made it. but HOW DO I JUMP THAT LINE?.... I'm filled with fear ,and anxiety... that in itself doesn't allow me to go forth with my ideas,my vision. thankfully my love helps me through that he always encourages me with my ideas ,and tells me that i will get to that point where my job isn't a job ,but my career. that i will wake up in the morning and say " HELLO MORNING HOW NICE TO SEE YOU" not my usual " oh gosh! i wish it was still Sunday". i always told my self " Yasi , if you ever get to the point that your job becomes a total routine,and you hate waking up in the morning, and just thinking about work gives you depression YOU NEED TO CHANGE IT!" Ive reached that point.... i think its time for a change... and I'm definitely working towards that change. i might have to stay till i do ,but i know it will all be worth it.