What can I say 3rd day in and 2012 already started with lots of emotions. I've turned into a complete Moma/wife bear... Don't get near and I will bite... Well not really but dam these emotions are so controlling.
I've always been a worried wart ( I think that's how it goes) I can't help but to me with my lovely mother being one herself she had passed down that wonderful insane feeling to me.. Thank you mom! Anywho I am completely filled with worries not even worries about me but those around me. I worry about everything ... Did I close the door... Did I turn off the stove ... Is there anything retro ( my pup) can reach that could hurt him?... Is my husband ok? Did he get to work on time ?... Will he be driving out for lunch? ... Should I buy thing or the baby already? Am I behind on my baby stuff? And much much more.... This is a hell of an overwhelming feeling. Thankfully at night I sleep cause I'm exhausted but my goodness in the day I'm nuts my mind does not stop... So what an I to do?... I haven't the serenity prayer on lock... Count to 10 sucks ... Breathe in and out helps my heart stop racing but my mid still on a
Race track. It's crazy they never explained or told me about this part .
For now all I can do is hope it goes away or decreases and pray I will one day be sane one day.
Love
Yasi
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
Second day of the year!
Day off!!!!! Woo hooo!
Today is my day off and I've been awake since 7am. I guess these are life's little ways of preparing me of what's to come. I haven't set resolutions this year nor am I going to. I never complete them or I make it to only 6 months of keeping it. I am going to have one goal in mind , and see that it goes in forever. And that is to love myself more! Sounds easy... But it is a work in progress. By learning and allowing myself to love me more I feel that will bring me back my strength my courage ... My confidence. That confidence that has been lost for such a Long time . I will love myself more... 2012 is my year!!! New changes within and new changes with out. Life can't be only about those around you. We get lost in others dreams and forget about ourselves. It's time to make changes so why not start on now.
Love Yasi
Today is my day off and I've been awake since 7am. I guess these are life's little ways of preparing me of what's to come. I haven't set resolutions this year nor am I going to. I never complete them or I make it to only 6 months of keeping it. I am going to have one goal in mind , and see that it goes in forever. And that is to love myself more! Sounds easy... But it is a work in progress. By learning and allowing myself to love me more I feel that will bring me back my strength my courage ... My confidence. That confidence that has been lost for such a Long time . I will love myself more... 2012 is my year!!! New changes within and new changes with out. Life can't be only about those around you. We get lost in others dreams and forget about ourselves. It's time to make changes so why not start on now.
Love Yasi
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Adios 2011
2011 was truly a great year. Lots of amazing trips ... My on year wedding anniversary... My grandmother Is still with us... Found a great job... Made new amazing friends... And we got pregnant.
2011 thank you for such a wonderful year filled with so many memories that I will take and pass down the stories to my baby.
I hope 2012 continues to bless us. I'm looking forward to a wonderful new year with a whole lot of new memories.
Cheers to a new year !
Love Yasi
2011 thank you for such a wonderful year filled with so many memories that I will take and pass down the stories to my baby.
I hope 2012 continues to bless us. I'm looking forward to a wonderful new year with a whole lot of new memories.
Cheers to a new year !
Love Yasi
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
3 months
I made it !!!! 3 months pregnant and I couldn't be happier.
My gummy bear is not even out yet and he/she is already making changes to my life.
Lately I've had an increase in worrying . I've becomes such a crazy worried women that I don't knot what to do with myself! I wonder if this is normal or it's just life preparing me for whats to come.I need to get a hold of my
Mind and make it stop when it goes far beyond the normal worry feeling.
I've had no major symptoms... My belly is growing but not at a crazy fast rate.
But it's growing.
My unny is still in lala land ... The land of I know I'm having a kid but it hasn't really hit me yet. He's been kissing the belly more often an I just think its the cutest thing the world. Ive been singing loud for my gummy bear and wondering it could hear me. The family gets more excited each time I send them updated gummy bear pictures. Now we are counting down to the day we know what you are. So we can give you a name although I'll still be calling you my gummy bear.
This weekend it was popas bday early celebration and like every year I blind folded him. I've been doing this for the last 7 years and I don't believe there's an end in sight. I love surprising your popa and soon I'll be surprising you all the time. Your probably going to get tired of it but in the end you and
Popa will love it!
I feel a birthday is a wonderful celebration and should be celebrated every year in a big way. If popa wasn't born then I wouldn't have him so why not celebrate the man of my dreams life. Gummy bear your going to love your popa... Hes so funny and lovable that there's no reason not to love him. We are so lucky to have him.
Well here are some pictures of popas celebration.
Love
Razz
My gummy bear is not even out yet and he/she is already making changes to my life.
Lately I've had an increase in worrying . I've becomes such a crazy worried women that I don't knot what to do with myself! I wonder if this is normal or it's just life preparing me for whats to come.I need to get a hold of my
Mind and make it stop when it goes far beyond the normal worry feeling.
I've had no major symptoms... My belly is growing but not at a crazy fast rate.
But it's growing.
My unny is still in lala land ... The land of I know I'm having a kid but it hasn't really hit me yet. He's been kissing the belly more often an I just think its the cutest thing the world. Ive been singing loud for my gummy bear and wondering it could hear me. The family gets more excited each time I send them updated gummy bear pictures. Now we are counting down to the day we know what you are. So we can give you a name although I'll still be calling you my gummy bear.
This weekend it was popas bday early celebration and like every year I blind folded him. I've been doing this for the last 7 years and I don't believe there's an end in sight. I love surprising your popa and soon I'll be surprising you all the time. Your probably going to get tired of it but in the end you and
Popa will love it!
I feel a birthday is a wonderful celebration and should be celebrated every year in a big way. If popa wasn't born then I wouldn't have him so why not celebrate the man of my dreams life. Gummy bear your going to love your popa... Hes so funny and lovable that there's no reason not to love him. We are so lucky to have him.
Well here are some pictures of popas celebration.
Love
Razz
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Thanksgiving weekend
Locations: Melbourne,Fl & Savannah,Ga
We had a hella of a good time!
We cannot wait till our next trip!
We had a hella of a good time!
We cannot wait till our next trip!
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