April showers brings may flowers

April thank you so much for being a happy one. Lots of showers in April but that didn't stop all the awesome celebrations we had for Lucy. First my mom hosted a wonderful tea party shower for Lucy . It was a family affair and a lovely one at that.
April 28 we had another baby shower with our friends. Which was just what I wanted . Every one was mingling enjoying their time with each other earlier in the day of my second baby shower I had to go to the hospital ... I was contracting every five minutes and it was due to dehydration. So since then water has been my best friend . We ended April with momma being 1cm and baby very healthy. Some pictures of our perfect April!

March in photos

March was a a very good month to us. I hit a milestone in march . I am in my third trimester now. Not experiencing any crazy symptoms. Swollen feet have started to pay daily visits . Dr said our Lucy is doing great and growing strong. We ha our 3d ultra sound and let me just say I fell in love ten million times more with My Lucy.
Momma and poppa are super excited and are singing to Lucy everyday. Lucy is reacting more to her poppas voice . I'm happy to say poppa and Momma's love growing strong and it's high school butterflies all over again.

Nesting is no joke ! We have turned out little home upside down. We are finally giving ourselves space to move around when at the beginning of march we did not have any. I've been throwing out like a mad women and I seem to want everything brand spanking new! Oh not to mention I want to repaint our house which we just repainted in November. Nesting =insanity!

Well on to pictures!

Ps: iMac in may!!! I'm so excited !

Man I'm behind!

February in pictures ....I'm so happy that February was a really good month go us ! Thank you February for blessing us! March be good to us too please!

Slowly coming back!

The last time I wrote it was in the beginning of January and man was that not a good month for me. It was a hard month emotionally. Life some times throws you major obstacles I think to see how strong you are. Let me just say that I have no idea where my strength is from but I've learned that I'm unstoppable and no one I say no one will bring me down. Anywho .....

I threw out January to the vultures and started 2012 on February .

February has been a wonderful month and it's been full of wonderful surprises . I'm 6 months pregnant!!!!!!! And I cannot believe how time has been flying by. My gummy bear will be here in 3 months!!!!! I must say this cutie has blessed me with such an amazing pregnancy. No morning sickness... No over eating.... No bad moods... The only way I know I'm pregnant Is the bathroom trips... Growing belly... And random little jabs from my cutie. That's it and I'm so thankful that it's been that way.
soooo the big news in February has been.....
Welll.... In December we announced we were having a boy ... We went to our 20 wks appointment and they told us we are actually having a GIRL!!!!! I nearly fell off the ultra sound bed. I instantly began crying uncontrollably . Although I was accepting to whatever I was going to have ... I really really wanted a girl. I couldn't believe it and I still can't! I automatically knew her name and have never thought about it twice. She has been my strength through our these months... We are already major bffs and she has been a blessing in my life. Ms. Lucy is the apple of my eye and I cannot wait to meet her .

Daddy is finally in baby mode . I think he had a long time to process that he's going to be a daddy. Let's just say he is head over heals for Lucy too. We haven't started painting the room but her furniture has been picked and will be delivered soon.

We are over the moon with our Lucy !

Meet Lucy !!!!

Moma bear attack!

What can I say 3rd day in and 2012 already started with lots of emotions. I've turned into a complete Moma/wife bear... Don't get near and I will bite... Well not really but dam these emotions are so controlling.

I've always been a worried wart ( I think that's how it goes) I can't help but to me with my lovely mother being one herself she had passed down that wonderful insane feeling to me.. Thank you mom! Anywho I am completely filled with worries not even worries about me but those around me. I worry about everything ... Did I close the door... Did I turn off the stove ... Is there anything retro ( my pup) can reach that could hurt him?... Is my husband ok? Did he get to work on time ?... Will he be driving out for lunch? ... Should I buy thing or the baby already? Am I behind on my baby stuff? And much much more.... This is a hell of an overwhelming feeling. Thankfully at night I sleep cause I'm exhausted but my goodness in the day I'm nuts my mind does not stop... So what an I to do?... I haven't the serenity prayer on lock... Count to 10 sucks ... Breathe in and out helps my heart stop racing but my mid still on a
Race track. It's crazy they never explained or told me about this part .

For now all I can do is hope it goes away or decreases and pray I will one day be sane one day.

Love
Yasi

Christmas in a nut shell 2011

Recording memories

Felt baby's first kick tonight!